Open and Closed

I've been feeling like a mean and horrible person lately.

I've been getting too upset too quickly, saying too many bad words, too many judging comments. I'm so sick of it. I didn't used to be like this and I blame the company I've been keeping. Unfortunately, I can't really get away from it. I used to think of myself as a nice person. A thoughtful and fair person, but recently, I know I've just been a bitch. It's ugly and I feel ugly because of it.

I've done nothing but complain (even here, in this very minute). Mike is tired of hearing me use the F word and I'm tired of saying it. Everything puts me on edge, I'm constantly annoyed and a total brat. There's no reason for it.

I'm sort of hating myself at the moment. I think I need to do some altruistic things. Get out of my head, do something for someone else that matters, and stop being so self centered. I need to close the door on this negativity.

And now I need to use the more positive word OPEN to counteract the negative connotation of the word CLOSED.

I will be more OPEN to finding beauty and goodness. I will look out the window and choose a better view.




{Some things I collected via Pinterest to remind me about being a decent human.}